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It's suicide awareness month, and I don't regret my suicide attempts.
Learning to not want to die is a long and difficult process and one that I am still in the middle of.
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Balancing Life and Schizoaffective Disorder
Walking the line of life vs. mental health is hard, and it's okay to fall sometimes.
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I'm frustrated.
I'm trying to make it through this difficult time, but I'm so tired.
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Was my overdose really a suicide attempt?
I didn't expect to ever be wondering if I had attempted suicide or not. It's a lot less cut-and-dry than I thought.
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On My Way to the Hospital
It's time to follow my safety plan. Here are my thoughts as I head to the hospital again.
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On being chronically suicidal
What if I had just died in my sleep last night? And other thoughts from the chronically suicidal.
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Why I do Everything in 7's
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder affects about 2% of the population, but it is widely misunderstood. Here is my experience with it.
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Navigating University with Mental Illness
Self advocacy, expectation management, and self compassion are what get me through engineering school.
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My Second Hospitalization For Schizoaffective Disorder
A second hospitalization in April 2021 was what I needed at the time in order to stay safe and well.
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